Does He or does He not?!

There has never been a point in history when somebody ever remembered my name in the first go!
Now that my name has been discussed enough in my previous posts, I will move on!
The point is, if a human being who meets about say 50 people in a day cant remember my name even the 5th time he sees me, how will God remember me?
He is probably running the human mould 24*7 and how the hell would he remember me, especially when I dont fall in the line of people who reach out to him in the many ways they do!
Isnt he the one who decided to put me in this menagerie??Its like taking a kid to the zoo and forgetting him/her back there!!So now dont blame me if I behave like the animals inside the cage!
Just feels like He has forgotten about my existence.
For a change instead of the pic I am putting my mood in words: Uncomfortably numb!

Talk the talk and walk the walk!

I walk through the streets of an alien city
And as I walk my eyes rove to spot a familiar face
Who do I want to see? I know not
But do I really want to see anyone at all
I know not.
But what I do know is that I ran far far far away from madding crowd.
To a place I thought was unreachable for most
Only to find myself in yet another strange maddening crowd
A crowd that wants me to talk their talk and walk their walk!
But is there anyone who wants me to talk my talk and walk my walk?
Think my eyes are roving for people who want me to talk and walk the way I want to!


The above is not a poem...neither is it a write up. Its indecisive on what it wants to be and hence I empathise and leave it the way it is. This is based on the feeling that I have been having in the past few days. This feeling that engulfs me once in a while. Probably when am walking aimlessly in a mall or maybe just talking to friends...

help!

Help
I need somebody...
Help
not just anybody
Help

You know i need someone....

help!!

-Beatles

I am sure all you matchmakers are going to go beserk thinking of a 100 ways to hook me up!!!

But save that trouble.

I need some help in revamping my blog. I think it needs that l'il bit of fresh air....

I was very impressed with the outlay of my friend priyadarshini's blog. She is the one with the big binary feet;)! http://binaryfootprints.blogspot.com/
I have a few ideas in my head. So anyone out there wants to help plz let me know.

And before you get fooled into thinking that the services will be paid for in cash or kind let me assure you, my love is all you will get and that my friend will be in truckloads!!!


Think about it. By helping me you are actually helping yourselves by reading my stuff in a better looking environment. and you know what? God helps those who help themselves!!!!!!!
(PS: No tongue in cheek comments on how I should help myself ...plz...get creative;))

Restless

I begin my New Year restlessly.
My mind is working over time and nothing seems to stop it. I sift my music tracks with a worrying impatience.
Can I just run away from all thoughts and never have to face them at all.
I have been an escapist all my life. The one who has taken the safer route, not the easy one necessarily. But nevertheless.I hope my employers are not reading this but I am definitely the most indecisive person who has ever walked the earth. I cant decide on a restaurant. I cant decide on a dinner menu. I cant...
How I wish I could just shut my eyes and just escape my thoughts.Maybe transported to a land where I dont have to think of anything.
I just want to run away from reality now.